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This is a "What if?" fanfic. What if in the season eleven episode "Top Gun" Sue Ellen had changed her mind at the last possible moment and instead of teaming up with Kimberly and Wendell to beat JR she voted her Weststar shares to make him CEO?
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What If
Part 46
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"Mr. Ewing?"
JR and Lucy stood up when they saw the doctor approaching them.
"This is the poison control specialist I told you about."
JR nodded at both doctors, as the entire family gathered around him, "Is my wife okay?"
"Yes. We've given her medication to isolate and break up the arsenic in her body. She'll be nauseous for a few days, but there doesn't appear to be any long term damage. Your wife is very lucky. The dosage she was receiving could have done serious damage if it hadn't been caught and stopped. Long term exposure might have been deadly. I've asked Detective McSween to bring all of her medications to the lab for testing so we can be sure of the exact dosages and estimate how long she's been exposed, but I think she's out of the woods and will be fine."
"Doctor, what caused her to pass out?" Bobby asked.
"My best guess is dizziness combined with nausea. Could have been triggered by stress or even her hormonal imbalance."
"Is her low estrogen related to the arsenic poisoning?" Lucy asked.
"We don't think so," the doctor shook his head. "Arsenic has an interesting relationship with hormones, but usually we would expect to see an increase in estrogen. We believe Mrs. Ewing is, in fact, in the early stages of menopause and those symptoms helped mask the symptoms being caused by the poison."
"But she's going to be alright?" Miss Ellie broke in.
"Yes, ma'am. She'll need to stay and be monitored for a night or two, but she'll be fine."
"Oh, thank God," Ellie breathed out.
"We've given her something to help her sleep. She'll be out for several hours at least. I suggest you all go home and get some rest."
"I'm not going anywhere," JR growled.
"No. I didn't think you would be," the doctor grinned. "I'll have a cot brought into her room for you... assuming Mrs. Ewing agrees."
JR dropped his gaze. "If she doesn't, I'll sleep in the waiting room."
The doctor nodded. "I'll have a nurse come get you shortly."
JR turned to his family. "I appreciate you all coming with me, but you should go back to Southfork. Make sure the boys know Sue Ellen and I love them and we'll be home as soon as we can."
"I'll have Jenna pack a bag for Sue Ellen," Ray told him. "I'll bring it and some things for you in the morning."
"Thank you Ray," JR.
"Hey, Ray?" Lucy cut in, "could you ask Jenna to pack a few things for me too? I'm going to stay with JR."
"You are?" JR raised his eyebrows. "That's sweet of you Lucy, but you don't have to."
"I know I don't have to," Lucy winked at him. "I want to. And I'm not taking no for an answer."
"Well, then," JR chuckled, "guess I won't bother to say no."
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"Well boys, that was your uncle Ray on the phone. Sue Ellen is going to be just fine. She's going to have to stay at the hospital and rest tonight, but she might be able to come home tomorrow or the next day."
"She's okay? Really?" John Ross looked up at her with wide eyes.
"Really. I promise," Jenna smiled at him. "Your daddy and Lucy are spending the night with her, but everyone else is on their way home."
"Including Jack?' April asked.
"Apparently," Jenna shrugged.
"Okay boys, kiss your Aunt Jenna goodnight and April and I will drive you over to Southfork," Cliff told them.
"Actually, I need to go over there too," Jenna sighed. "Ray wants me to pack a few things for Sue Ellen, Lucy, and JR so he can take them to the hospital tomorrow morning."
"That's silly," April told her. "I'll take care of that. There's no reason for you to have to drag Lucas out this late."
"Are you sure?" Jenna asked hopefully, "I don't want to put you through any trouble."
"It's no trouble," April assured her. "Besides, I'm an old hand at this. I packed their bags when they were all in the hospital after the shooting. In fact, Cliff and I have to drive back to Dallas tonight anyway. We can run everything by the hospital. Right Cliff?"
"Absolutely," Cliff agreed. "Come on boys, I'll help you get your things together."
"I guess dress shopping is out for tomorrow," Jenna sighed. "Poor Sue Ellen. I wonder if there are things for the wedding that we can get done for her while she's in the hospital?"
"I'm sure there are," April said. "How about I give you a call in the morning and we can go over everything and do whatever we can do without her?"
"That would be wonderful," Jenna smiled. "Thank you, April."
"No worries," April laughed. "I'm happy to help. My life was really dull and boring before I started hanging out with you Ewings!"
"April, we Ewings are a lot of things," Jenna grinned, "but boring is never one of them!"
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Kimberly sat back on her couch and closed her eyes. It was time to face facts. She was going to lose everything. There was no way JR would let her keep her shares in Weststar now. She needed to make peace with the cold, hard truth that her father's company was gone, and she was the one who's lost it.
She despised what she was about to do, but she knew she had to do it. She might not be able to save the company, but she still had one chance to stay out of jail. She was going to take that chance, regardless of how humiliated she would be.
She leaned forward, picked up the phone, and dialed the number from the business card on her table quickly - before she had time to talk herself out of it.
"Hello?" she said when the other party picked up the line. "This is Kimberly Cryder. I need to see you. I have everything you need to put Jeremy Wendell away forever. There's one important condition though; I want a deal."
***
"How are the boys?" Ellie asked when Bobby walked into the living room.
"Fine," Bobby told her, moving to the bar to fix a drink. "They made Sue Ellen a card. April and Cliff are going to take it by the hospital when they take Sue Ellen and JR their things."
He finished putting his drink and leveled his dark eyes on Jack. "Why are you still here?" he snarled. "Go pack your stuff and get out."
"No, Bobby!" Miss Ellie said firmly. "We've already discussed it. Jack is staying. At least for now."
"Really?" Bobby said incredulously. "You're going to bring Sue Ellen home from the hospital and expect her to live under the same roof as a man who was working with Wendell to harm her? How exactly do you think JR is going to feel about that?"
Miss Ellie stood up and stiffened her spine. "This is MY house, Bobby. I decide who is and is not welcome in it. Jack made a horrible mistake, but he's family. Do you really expect me to throw him out in the cold? After all the times this family accepted the horrible things JR has done over the years? And you? Do you really need me to list all of the mistakes you've made and been forgiven for?"
"Mama…"
"No!" Ellie held up her hand to stop him. "I've made my decision. JR and Sue Ellen can decide for themselves whether or not they can live under the same roof as Jack. But it's MY roof. He stays."
Bobby watched as his mother walked stiffly from the room.
Clayton sighed, put down his drink, and moved to follow his wife. "I sorry, Bobby," he said, "but I agree with Ellie. Mostly because McSween and the Dallas PD are going to have a lot of questions for Jack and I want to be damn sure they know where to find him."
Bobby gulped down his drink and slammed his glass on the bar. "Don't get too comfortable at Southfork, Jack. I'll see you in hell before I let you hurt this family again."
Jack said nothing. He sat on the couch silently as he watched Bobby stalk out of the room. He knew Bobby was right. He should leave before Sue Ellen got home from the hospital. JR was liable to kill him the minute he laid eyes on him.
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"Oh, thanks you two! You are life savers!" Lucy hugged April and Cliff as she took the bags they'd brought them.
"Any more news about Sue Ellen?" April asked, sitting down beside JR.
"No, she's still sleeping…" JR stopped when he saw a nurse approaching them.
"Mr. Ewing, your wife is awake...but I'm sorry. She doesn't want to see you. She told me to tell you to go home."
JR bowed his head and said nothing.
"Excuse me," Lucy got the nurses attention. "Can I go back with you so you can ask her if she'll see me? I'm her niece. I have a card from her kids. They made it for her. I'm positive she'd want to have it. I promise I won't upset her."
"I suppose…" the nurse said, unsure.
Lucy stood up. "I won't cause one bit of trouble." Lucy promised her sweely.
"Alright," the nurse gave in. "Follow me."
Lucy turned to JR, "Don't worry," she winked at him. "I'll take care of everything."
"What was that all about?" Cliff asked JR as he watched Lucy follow the nurse down the hallway.
"Nothing," JR said quietly. "Sue Ellen and I had a little misunderstanding. Lucy is going to help clear things up. Have you heard anything from the Dallas DA about Katherine?" he asked, abruptly changing the subject.
"Yes," Cliff told him. "They should have a deal on paper in a day or two. Really hoping we can stall long enough for me and Bobby to get to Zurich and find out what we need to know without involving my crazy sister."
"Yes, that would be best," JR said thoughtfully. "Still, send her lawyer the deal as soon as you get it. No need to make them suspicious."
"Agree," Cliff sighed. "Oh, hey listen…. Sue Ellen said she wanted me to sit with the family at the wedding. I appreciate the offer. Really. But we both know it'll cause eyes to pop right out of heads. And I don't want you to be uncomfortable on your wedding day just to make a show for Christopher."
"Barnes, if having you there was a problem for me I'd say so. I don't have to like having you for family, but I have to deal with it. It's reality. And frankly, I've already gotten used to it. Sue Ellen and Christopher want you around and that means you're going to be around. I got over it. You need to get over it too."
"Well, now that you two have that all settled," April stood up and smiled down at them, "who wants coffee?"
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"She said she'd see you," the nurse nodded at Lucy and stepped aside to allow her entry into Sue Ellen's room. "Just for a few minutes though. And please don't upset her."
"I won't," Lucy promised. She walked into the room and sat in a chair at Sue Ellen's bedside. "Hi," she smiled at her aunt. "John Ross and Christopher sent this for you. They made it themselves."
Sue Ellen took the card and smiled sadly. "It's lovely. Please thank them for me and tell them I love them both very much."
Lucy reached out and gently squeezed Sue Ellen's hand. "I have something I need to tell you. I'm not good at being subtle, so I'm just going to say it straight out." She paused and took a deep breath. "I saw those pictures of Afton."
"Oh, my God," Sue Ellen breathed out, tears forming in her eyes. "Please, Lucy, I can't talk about it right now."
"You don't have to talk, Sue Ellen. Just listen, okay?"
Sue Ellen shook her head and the tears spilled out onto her cheeks, "No…"
"Please?" Lucy begged. "It's very important. It's not what you think it is."
"I know exactly what it is," Sue Ellen said bitterly.
"No, Sue Ellen. You don't. Just listen. JR got a burr under his saddle that Mitch was lying to me. He had a PI in Atlanta camped out at Mitch's apartment."
Sue Ellen turned her head to look at her niece. "Yes… he told me that. But what does that have to do with pictures of Afton half naked?"
"Did JR also tell you that he thought Mitch had a baby with another woman?"
"Well, yes… but I still don't see…"
"That other woman is Afton. That baby belongs to her. JR told the PI to get pictures of the mother. He got them right before all the hell with Wendell broke loose and shoved them in his briefcase without even looking at them. He didn't even know the pictures were of Afton."
"That's a nice little story, Lucy," Sue Ellen said. "And or might make sense if Afton wasn't wearing lingerie."
"Afton has a really bad habit of not closing her blinds when she undresses, Sue Ellen. The neighbors used to complain to me about it all the time...well, the female neighbors anyway - the men all loved it."
"What?" Sue Ellen's eyes grew wide.
"JR asked for pictures. He got pictures. He didn't know it was Afton and he is scared to death you'll never believe him."
"Do...do you believe him?" Sue Ellen asked tearfully.
"Yes. Yes, I do, Sue Ellen. He's broken and scared right now. You're sick. He wants to be with you. He wants to explain and ask for your forgiveness."
"My forgiveness?" Sue Ellen repeated, covering her face with her hands. "I'm the one who should be begging for his! I took one look at those pictures and assumed the worst! Then I refused to see him, knowing how worried he would be...oh, God, what have I done?"
"Nothing that can't be undone," Lucy told her. "He's not mad at you. I promise. He understands why you jumped to the wrong conclusion. His track record isn't exactly the best."
"But, I promised him we would talk through our problems from now on instead of just shutting him out. I broke my promise."
"Nothing is stopping you from talking to him now, Sue Ellen," Lucy said gently. "Shall I have the nurse go get him?"
"Yes! Oh yes, Lucy!" Sue Ellen pulled Lucy close to her and hugged her tightly. "Thank you. Thank you so much for not letting me get in the way of my own happiness."
"You're welcome, Sue Ellen," Lucy hugged her back. "Glad to help. God knows if any woman in this world deserves some happiness, it's you."
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"You know you two can leave anytime," JR grumbled at April and Cliff. "I don't need a babysitter."
"True," April told him. "Couldn't hurt for you to have a couple of friends with you though, Mr. Grumpy."
"Hey, isn't that Detective McSween?" Cliff asked, pointing at a man coming towards them.
"Yes," JR sighed. "Better not be more bad news. I've had my fill for one day."
"Sorry to bother you here, JR, but we need to talk."
"So talk," JR barked. "They're fine," he waved towards April and Cliff when he saw McSween look at them doubtfully.
Harry nodded and sat down. "Kimberly Cryder called me. She's offering serious evidence against Wendell. But she wants a deal. No jail time."
"Can you get a conviction against Wendell without her?" JR asked.
"Possibly. We have Jack and Crystal. We have a reasonable explanation about Sue Ellen's meeting with Crystal's brother and how Wendell could have gotten access to her fingerprints. But…"
"But what, Harry?" JR snapped. "Get to the point."
"Wendell won't take a plea and his lawyers will drag this out forever. There won't be any way to keep Sue Ellen's name out of the papers and she'll have to testify at the trial. A lot of unpleasantness will come out, JR."
"And making a deal with Kimberly will make all that go away?" JR prodded.
"Yes," McSween answered.
"She has to sell her stock in Weststar. She has to leave Dallas. You understand me?"
"Yes," McSween stood. "I'll talk to the DA."
"You sure you want to give Kimberly a deal?" Cliff asked once McSween was gone.
"No, I want her to rot," JR growled. "But I don't want my wife to be drug through the mud again because of something I've done. This is what's best for Sue Ellen, so this is how it will be done."
"Excuse me, Mr. Ewing," Sue Ellen's nuse motioned to him from the hallway. "Your wife would like to see you."
"Thank God," JR sighed and stood up. "You two should go home." He started to walk away, but then turned back to them. "Thank you both for being here. It meant a lot."
"Who is that guy?" Cliff asked, shaking his head as he watched JR follow the nurse down the hall. "And what has he done with the real JR Ewing?"
***
"Ray?" Jenna softly called his name. "Why don't you come on to bed? It's been such a long day. You have to be exhausted."
Ray bent down and placed a soft kiss on Lucas's cheek then turned to walk into the hallway. "I just wanted to say goodnight to him," Ray said as he followed Jenna into their bedroom. "Guess you had a hard day too, looking after John Ross and Christopher."
"No, they were wonderful," Jenna told him, taking off her robe and climbing under the covers. "They're so excited about decorating their rooms here. And they played with Lucas too."
"They're good kids," Ray said, undressing. "I'm going to miss them."
"I know you will," Jenna sighed. "Sometimes I wonder if we're doing the right thing. The family really seems to need you here."
"My family will be just fine without me," Ray told her, moving to sit down beside her on the bed. "And I can always come back if I need to. This is what's best for you and Charlie. You guys and Lucas are my family now."
Jenna dropped her gaze to the bedspread. "Donna came by to see me today," she confessed.
"Really?" Ray was surprised. "Why?"
"She wanted to make sure there wouldn't be any awkwardness between us at the wedding."
"I see," Ray said. "Will there be?"
"No," Jenna smiled up at him. "I love you, Ray. And I know you love me too. Very much."
"That," Ray told her, reaching over to turn off the bedside lamp and moving his face close to her, "is a God's honest fact, lady."
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"Sue Ellen?" JR stood in the doorway of her room, unsure about whether to enter. "Can I come in, honey?"
Sue Ellen turned her head towards him and held out her hand. "Please."
"Where's Lucy?" he asked, taking her hand and bringing it up to his mouth for a quick kiss.
"She said something about catching April and Cliff and begging a ride home," Sue Ellen told him. "She thought we should be alone."
"Are you… do you feel okay?" he asked her, his voice shaking slightly.
"No," Sue Ellen wiped a stray tear from her cheek. "I feel awful."
"Should I get the nurse?" JR tried to let go of her hand but she held on right.
"I don't need a nurse, JR. I need my husband to forgive me."
"Forgive you?" JR was confused. "For what?"
"Jumping to conclusions. Thinking the worst. Shutting you out. Oh, please, JR. I am truly so sorry."
JR took a deep breath and sat down on her bedside. "Sue Ellen… we need to talk about all of that. But not tonight, honey. Tonight I need you to let me be with you and take care of you and know you're going to be okay."
"But do you forgive me, JR?" she asked, her eyes wide and scared.
"I love you, Sue Ellen. Yes, I forgive you. All I want right now is to hold you in my arms and forget it ever happened. There's a damn good reason you reacted the way you did and we both know it. Like I said, we need to talk. But not now. Now just let me love you."
Sue Ellen pulled him close to her held onto him tight. "I love you too, JR."
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